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Against it.

If any of you out there are my friends, I ask you out of the kindness of my heart to repost this. If you're not my friend, I ask you search for the source compassion in your soul and repost this anyway. More importantly, if you're in a position to, DO something about it.

This is about California legislation being passed to exterminate pit bulls. If it passes in California, it could be on it's way to anywhere. Someone has to try to make a difference...what if it were your pet?

It would be great if Myspace could be used for something good other than getting dates. Please pass the word along and post this...so as many people can see this as possible.

This has to be stopped. We need to save these dogs.

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ok update time. basically (no offence meant) but this journal has become an outlet to keep from the complete bordom at work. NOt really a facit to tell yall what im up to, because even i dont really give two shits. anyway. But i do get annoyed that I update so often. I would rather not be that big of a dork. anyway. I had a great time with jen and the gang on saturday. I will NEVER eat an apple as long as I live. fyi. we went apple picking, and we had a great time. jen could only stay for a short while, but i got my kiss, and a smile so i was happy. on the way home, i stopped at subway, MMMMMM vegi patti, and proceded home. when i went inside i did misc. shite till i had to leave for the show. leaving my stuff in the car. lil did I know some lil shit stole my walet and jacket outta my car. went to the show kinda irked, did the show kinda peeved, and went out to the bar with the cast and was kinda bummed. got home canceled my card and thought AW shit i need a new licence. honestly im not really that bothered though. a lil old man found my licence, tracked me down and gave it back to me. i gave him apples. and now im here in my office doin not much. Oh i went to c how to suceed in business. Bobby is right, it was a great show. I HATE THE SHOW. but for a show that i cant believe was written, I was thoroughly entertained. The croup was great. they made a great show out of something that i can only describe as a reason for smackin the writer, and more importantly the lyrasist upside the head.. Anywho i had fun thats my weekend. hope yall are well. Ta

A N S W E R - T R U T H F U L L Y

1. Do you like anyone?: yes
2. Do they know it? Hmm lemme think about that one, last time we were together and she spent the weekend, i think she got the "hinT"
3. Simple or complicated? Oh SOOOOOOO complicated..

IN - T H E - L A S T - M O N T H - H A V E - Y O U

4. Had sex: O Yeah
5. Bought something: Food? Does food count?
6. Gotten sick?: Not really, didn't feel well. but not really, it passed.
7. Been hugged?: You know, I never really thought about it, but Jen hugs me! I love being hugged but Im so used to not being hugged that I just plum forgot.
8. Felt stupid?: Have Ya met me?
9. Talked to an ex: There are alot of them, probably at least one every week, if not more frequent.
10. Missed someone: It has been known to creep into my character once or twice.
11. Failed a test: IM OUTTA SCHOOL NUMB NUTS
13. Danced: I look like a drunken hippo but hey i fake it well.
14. Gotten your hair cut?: no surprisingly.
15. Lied: I try not too.
U N I Q U E

16. Nervous habits?: Leg twitches
17. Are you double jointed?: Oh yeah!
18. Can you roll your tongue?: In more ways than one
19. Can you raise one eyebrow?: Its up right now
20. Can you cross your eyes?: you betcha
21. Do you make your bed daily?: Hell no
22. Do you think you are unique?: Again... Have Ya Met me?

H A V E - Y O U - E V E R'S

23. Said "I Love you": It's been known to happen I guess.
24. Given money to a homeless person: Of Course
25. Smoked?: Its a disgusting habit.
26. Waited all night for a phone call?: Damn I fall asleep at the drop of a dime. The phone will wake me if it rings. Thats my moto.
27. Snuck out?: I never had a reason to. Ive done as i pleased for the past 10 years.
28. Sat and looked at the stars?: My car has a sun roof. I can star gaze anytime I want.

M A N N E R S

29. Do you swear/curse?: Just the way I express myself.
30. Do you ever spit?: Yeah.
31. You cook your own food?: If I have food to cook.
32. You do your own chores?: Not really
33. You like beef jerky?: Snap into a slimjim OH YEAH.
35. You're happy with your life?: No
36. You own a dog?: not anymore he lives in north guilford..
37. You spend your money wisely?: No, i try to, but i keep screwing up
38. Do you like to swim?: yes
39. When you get bored do you call a friend: yup

D O - Y O U - P R E F E R'S

41. Flowers or angels?: Flowers
42. Gray or black?: Black
43. Color or black and white photos? B&W
44. Lust or love?: both .. Love in the end tho
45. Sunrise or sunset?:Sunset
46. M&Ms or Skittles?: M&Ms
48. Staying up late or waking up early?: Staying up
49. Being hot or cold?: hot
50. Winter or Fall?: Fall. i hate cold. but i love snow
51. Left or right?: Right
52. Having 10 acquaintances or 2 best friends?: I have 2 BFs and more than 10 acquaintences.
53. Sunshine or rain?: SUNSHINE..

more have you evers;;

Sleep in a bed of the opposite sex?: Duh
Hooked up in the woods?: Not that I reca... Oh wait, yeah I did ;)
Drank a bottle of alcohol by yourself?: There was a time.
Hooked up in the shower?: By the time we got outta the shower, the water was cold, and we were just heatin up
Been Dumped?: Yeah
Stolen money from a friend?: What! Never
Slept naked?: Best way to get "started" in the mornin
Been in a fist fight?: Once or twice
Snuck out of your house?: never had the need
Had a crush on a teacher?: not realy my teacher, but yeah i guess.
Seen someone die?: Moving on.
Been on an airplane? a few times
Slept all day?: did that just yesturday.
Missed someone so much it hurt?: three people spring to mind
Fallen asleep during school? Who aare you talking to?>
Been lonely?: sure
Cheated in a game?: probably
Been to the ER?: once of twice
Been in a car accident?: Lucky to be alive, let's put it that way.
Had detention?: OH yeah
Missed your first love?: everyday
Cried yourself to sleep?: I dont cry
Sung in the shower?: when the spirit moves me
Kissed a complete stranger?: oh yeah!
Laughed so hard you cried?: yep
Cheated on a bf/gf?: Nope
Regretted hurting someone?: If I hurt someone. I regret it
Regretted loving someone?: Once
Been SUPER happy?: 18 was super happy.
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Well Opening weekend was alright. I didnt see any of you there!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! anywho. first night i screwed up, paraphrased every scene! no not my normal paraphrasing of my lines, i screwed up full scenes! and i only have 5! any way. the next night was much better. again not my best work, but i couldnt complain wheni got more applause than the director! not sure if the audience was just tired of aplauding by the time Kris came out or not, or that they actually liked me!? im sure it was the previous of the two, because the curtain call i way too f-ing long. but who knows. maybe im just that good. (Doughtful) anyway done tooting my horn. btw.... SHOW THE FUCK UP TO THE SHOW! im not the only one in it, but i know all you who are my friends would be really loud, esp when i came out. anyway. go to ctcabaret.com, you have 5 weeks left so get moving.

Results of "The Test"
How flirtatious are you?

Your score = 75

What does your score mean?
You've been known to flirt on occasion, and probably have some refined seduction techniques... but you're not a hard-core, 24-hour-a-day flirt. You realize that there is a time and a place for seduction, and know when to shut off the charms. When you do decide to work your magic, however, look out world! This seems to be a healthy approach - flirting is a natural, fun way to strut your stuff, boost confidence and send the right message to objects of desire. On the other hand, we all know someone who flirts with everyone, everywhere... and it can be really annoying! Maintain this balance and flirting will serve you well.

1) Fifth grade teacher's name: Mr. krugman

2) Last words you said: Nice.

3) Last song you sang: I sing all the time. "this is your song" from moulin rouge

4) Last person you hugged: J

5) Last time you cried: Tristan and Isolde made me well up
a bit, but I dont' cry.

6) Last time you said I don't remember: i dont remember... oh look at that.

7) Last person you had a fight with: dunno. dont remember. hey thats 2

8) Are you still fighting with them: sure why not

9) What color socks are you wearing: black

10) What's under your bed right now: nothing I hope, the mattress is on the floor.

11) What time did you wake up today: 9ish.

12) Current taste: normal mouth taste.

13) Current hair color: i dunno anymore, there are too many colors. brown.

14) Current favorite band: Aerosmith of course

15) Current annoyance: have to move, and i need more money

16) Current longing to see: Longing to see, eh screw
Longing. Hey I dont even know a chick named longing!

17) Current desktop background? none of them are mine, so there's your answer.

18) Current worry: Money and I think im losing my hair

19) Current hate:My financial stability

20) Current favorite article of clothing: I look hot, in whatever.

21) Favorite physical feature of the opposite sex: Eyes, always

22) Last CD that you listened to: I dont listen to them, they annoy me, but my car has a 6 cd changer in it

23) Favorite place to be: in the car

24) Least favorite place: dont realy have one

25) Time you wake up in the morning?: 9

26) Time you get home from school?: Im a graduate

27) Favorite color: blue and green

28) Do you believe in an afterlife: i hope i do

29) Do you believe in God?: i do

30) Current favorite word/saying: dont really have one

31) Favorite book: The Hot Zone, The Illiad, The Odessey... Oh and The Giver is a good one too.

32) Favorite season: spring

33) One person from the past you wish you could go back and talk to? : Jillian

34) Have you ever wanted to have sex with "just a friend": Actually iv had sex with Just a friend so there's your answer.

35) Where do you want to go for college?: Thinking about med school actually

36) What is your career going to be like?: No idea

37) How many kids do you want: as many as we can make, no less than 2 though


HAVE YOU EVER...


38) Been really really drunk? Balcony thing

39) Said "I love you" and meant it?: wish i didnt but It has happened

40) Gotten in a fight with your dog/cat/bird.etc?: Buddy was great, but we did fight.

41) Been to New York: Um no, never! Dumb question

42) Been to Florida: nope

43) Been to California: nope

44) Been to Hawaii: nope

45) Been to Mexico: nope

46) Been to China: nope

47) Been to France: Does flying over it to get to Italy count. Wait I think we might have stopped there to change
planes

48) Dreamed something really crazy and then it happened the next day: sure I guess

49) Have you ever made out with anyone who didn't speak ANY english? no, very little, but she still could speak.

54) Worst feeling in the world: dumb question

55) What is the first thing you think of when you wake up? Ussaully; " AAwww what the Hell?"

56) How many rings before you answer the phone:as soon as I can. If not, they can wait damnit

59) Do you sleep with a stuffed animal: no. Rupert is next to my bed, and I have thousands of pillows. And jen when she's there

68) What are you most scared of?: nothing

69) What clothes do you sleep in?: whatever, i pass out in

70) Who is the last person that called you: lisa

71) Where do you want to get married: let me find the girl
first and ill get back to you when she decides, Ireland
hopefully. on a hill outside a church, castle, some sort of old building

72) If you could change anything about yourself what would that be: im getting cut, so im happy, but loosing 25 punds, i also lost lots of strength, so i guess that I have my strength back and keep my hair

73) Who do you hate?: nobody, i dont like having to see certain people every day

74) Been In Love: it has happened

75) Are you timely or always late? It dependes on who im going to see.

76) Do you have pets? no bu im gonna get a dog when I move. who wants to come pick it out?, oh there is LIL GIRL, but she is my brothers, and shes a cat. but she thinks she's people

77) Do you like being around people?: yeah i guess. they smell though

78) Best feeling in the world?: being in love

79) Are you for world peace: itll never happen, but it would be cool to try

80) Are you a health freak: nah

81) Do you have a "type" of person you always go for?: a girl said to me once;" how can you have the type of girl that seems to enjoy hurting you, and then go out with me?" My responce was;" I don't know. It is ussually what happens, they start out sweet, and then they end up hating/hurting me, no matter what I do. But here I am, standing here, dating you! So my 'type' must have changed. "

82) What do you prefer to drink? no preferance, I do like tea though, most people dont know that. Or dont believe it when they hear it.

83) When was the last time you burped, really really loud, and people turned around and under their breath was like, "holy shit": When I burp loud Im proud of it.

84) Ever afraid you'll never get married: Every damn day.

85) Do you want to get married: yes

86) Do you want kids?: yes


IN THE LAST 48 HOURS, HAVE YOU..


87) Cried: Again whith the cryin' shit. No I havent

88) Bought Something: nope

89) Gotten Sick: nah

90) Sang: Every damn day

91) Said I Love You: no, not for a long time.

92) Wanted To Tell Someone You Liked them: possibly

93) Met Someone: nope

95) Talked To Someone: duh.

96) Had A Serious Talk: Im only serious If I care. so no

97) Missed Someone: yes

98) Hugged Someone: yes

99) Yelled at Someone: i dont recall

100) Dreamed About Someone You Can't Be With: Are you fuckin crazy?!

OK what is with the leg shaking thing!? I know ive had a nervous twitch since I was little, but danm it, this is gettin annoyin. If I have to sit in one place for a long period of time, such as work, the cabaret, my leg goes nuts. Ive pissed of several, esp. my last girlfriend with the fact that my leg just wont stop moving. WTF anyway im just rambling cuz im bored. Im at work and we each are playing on our comps.. TTFN ta ta for now

working

Opening weekend went well at the cabaret. we had a great opening night, and a slight hickup on the second night, but it all worked out. Had a FUCKIN GREAT weekend with Jen, and now rehearsals start for The music man. should be a good week. Other than the fact that my car is completely shot. Eh. Ive learned I just dont give a shit anymore. why bother?

I know this may seem like Im being a party pooper, but I dont do tags. not right now at least. Just dont feel like it. anyway, pretty good weekend, not over yet though, if I could see her and persuade her to stay the night with me, then it would be a FUCKIN PHENOMINAL weekend. spent too much, drank too much. so my breaks will squeak, my oil will turn alil blacker, and my tire will get alil more bald. just another week.

ok havent said anything in a few days, weeks, eh who knows. WEll to recap, debbie has been staying with me, Jen and I, well, we just have a great time together, and the show is going well. thats about it. toodles

i just didnt want to hurt anyone. or anyone to get hurt. i may be emotionless, but that much i know

So Apparently Im going to be doing Rumors at the Cabaret. Let ya know more when I find out. Just got a message this instant so I have no I dea what is going on, Anyway. I am sorry if this angers some people, but it was a special request from the director. Apparently I made an Impression.

For those of you that do not know, my live journal is three latin words. Nasci meaning "born", Ad meaning "to", and Mori meaning "die". Thats it thought Id clerify. Oh BTW, if everything doesnt work out the way I plan in the next year, I AM joining the armed forces. thought Id let ya know. Toodles.

OK quik recap cuz im tired of writing long winded entries in this thing and having to read them over later. this weekend i went to alot of shows and was very busy. Forever plaid was great ( which i wish i could be in some day) and Best lil whore house in texas was alot of fun to, again hope to be the sherif some day. Any way Im in Music Man at the Ct Cabaret, yall better come and see it. got a weddin in a few hours and then out with the boys. and thats about it. Thats my sermon, twasnt very long.

Album Release Party in Mass. I tell you i better be the actor in their first Video, or Ill be pissed

so broke it is not even funny

opening night.

today consisted of thus, going to work, feeling like shit, getting sent home, spending the next 8 hours in bed, going to an audition, (doing pretty damn good i might add) getting a call back, driving home, not wanting to go home (feeling alil better) going to as friends house where we created d&D charachters (not sure how i am with being that big of a dork) going home and here i am. Night Night

Audition in T minus 4 hours. Anyone know what "Rumors" is all about?

Ex's wedding reception where she had me sing "love stinks". is that weird to anyone else but me?

PARTY!!! yay!

Audition in T-minus 2 hours! "OH I CAN DO THAT!" God I hope I get the part.

Ok so I guess Im going to have to look for grad schools around here. Something has happened in my life and it is probably the best thing that has ever happened EVER to me. It made me so happy! I dont think Ive ever been this ecstatic about anything! OMG! In the history of the world there are just a few bits of news that come along in a persons life that can compare to what has transpired. That have the slightest grain of a comparison to what is going on!Ill give you a hint. It has to do with another woman and me! More than likely not what you are thinking. But it could be? you never know these days. Anyway. This news is not for live journal. it is too important to be this impersonal, So gimme a call 203-215-1294 and i will be glad to divulge the important news.

Party tonight, Call me for location info and times Come one come all!!!!!!!!!!!!! Im fittin the bill so i can invite

last night was fun. I was supposed to stay in but some things you just cant pass up. Hope she had fun too.